How one label can stay with you and define you even as an adult.
Category: Personal Notes
I have a lot of shame
Is this what internalised misogyny feels like?
I’m being haunted by moving ghosts
I’m sitting here in the clutter. My pretty blue carpet is covered in boxes, the bookshelf behind me is empty and works like an echo […]
Screw ‘good vibes only’ — we need to live life like the complicated, messy creatures we are
I’ve had it up to here (you can’t see me but I’m waving my hand as far above my head as I can get it) […]
I love me some art. As in, cover all the walls in art.
I’m sitting at my desk. The same desk as last year this time, but not the same flat. The move here last autumn was a […]
I sit here on the sofa feeling nothing as much as a scaffolding for cats
I have a big angry scratch down my right arm where Tigger got me. We took out the luggage scale yesterday, because I keep wanting […]
I got down the road, over the hill, and up the stairs, but it killed me dead
And then the whole family got Covid. Ah, the joys of having a child who goes to pre-school, where other parents bring their children when […]
Oh, the guilt of motherhood
It’s yet another morning that I’m sitting in the daycare parking lot reciting things I’m grateful for (or at least know I should be) to […]
You’ve got to stay skinny
I almost stopped the car at a bus stop this morning when the chorus from Skinny by Kaleo hit my radio. Because this morning as […]
I have body dysmorphia
When I look at myself, at my body, I don’t see what’s actually there. Ever since I developed body dysmorphia, I don’t see shapes and […]
